my birthday

Thanks a lot to everyone for taking time in sending me your warmest birthday wishes!

Thank you so much ❤❤❤

to all the people in my life

 

To the people in my life

who make me smile, support me

and bring me a joy.

A big thank you.

The Truth

 

The truth is, sometimes people changes. The truth is, sometimes life gets hard and “I’ll stay” turns into “I have to take care of mayself right now”. Sometimes, those who loved us beautifully, canot continue to do so. And that’s okay. You have to understand that there are certain things in life you truly have to let go of. There are certain things in life you cannot control and the heart of another person is one of them. And you have to respect that someone’s choices. Because you can only control yourself. You can control the way you move forward. You can control how you grow from the loss. You can control how you survive it. So survive it. You are strong enough to do so.

Moving On

 

After a while, the hurt hurts less. You start to see reason, understand why they did what they did. Knowing that it takes two hands to clap. Learn, that not everyone you meet will stay in your life forever. Sometimes, they’re a passing character in a chapter of your book. There to teach you a certain lesson, to help you experience different things in life, different emotions to grow and maybe to show how to love youself better.   

Take a Rest

 

Ya sudah, sekarang istirahat dulu.

Untuk segala rasa sakit, semoga tak membuatmu menyerah dengan mudah.

Untuk segala masalah yang rumit, semoga lekas terselesaikan dengan baik.

Untuk yang hatinya baru dipatahkan, semoga segera menemukan bahagia yang lebih indah.

Untuk yang dibuat marah oleh keadaan, semoga esok lebih ikhlas menerima kenyataan.

Selamat malam.

It's okay

 

It is okay to miss someone, miss someone who is not right for you, but at the moment gave you what you needed. Maybe it was the words that touched you where you thought nobody understood you. Maybe it was the touch that you cherished that way, the arm around you, the emptiness that was filled up. Someone you could talk to, someone who listened. Maybe that person didn’t understand you. You loved the person because of his beautiful sides, the beautiful memories that you have built. And it’s okay to acknowledge that it might have been nothing more than a consolation, a dream, a memory a relationship that did not meet you expectations, a relationship in which you did not match, a god hope, with a painful outcome.

It’s okay when your expectations, your dreams and your hope lead to dissapointment, painful, difficult and sad, but okay. It is okay, because it means that you have tried it and learned it from it, that you make each other an experience richer. You get up again, you look at yourself and you focus on your self, your next encounter and a promising future that lies ahead.

I lost you, but I found me

Dulu aku pikir aku nggak bakal sanggup tanpa kamu.

Takut aja ngejalanin semuanya sendirian.

Aku pikir dunia aku bakal gelap nggak ada kamu.

Ternyata aku salah, aku bisa melewati semua ini.

Maaf ya, aku masih baik-baik aja tanpa kamu.

Berat sih memang ketika mencoba berani meninggalkan, tapi aku bakal lebih sakit kalo maksa buat sama-sama terus, padahal udah gak bisa satu.

Makasih ya, selama ini kamu baik banget sama aku. Yah, meskipun diujung ada luka yang entah kapan sembuhnya.

Aku harap kamu bisa nemuin hal-hal baru disana yang lebih indah dari yang kita dulu pernah lakukan. Semoga aku juga harus gitu.

Dah ya, gak usah khawatir ke aku. Aku bisa jaga diri aku, lebih baik dari sebelumnya.

Selamat bertumbuh dan berkembang, kita jalan dengan masing-masing ya.